My memory is pretty shoddy… but I’m pretty sure I butt fucked myself for Hong Kong… So I don’t EVER want to hear/read/see any dialogue that suggests I don’t fucking care or that I’m just a money hungry slut or anything derogatory and ignorant towards women, when I’m pretty sure I’ve been one of the ones doing like. The absolut mostest. 🤣
2021-11-22 00:16:40 +0000 UTC View PostOnce I find my car keys, it is over 4 u bitches.
2021-11-21 20:59:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Sharing mornings. 🌤 We also got a homegirl in China missing and bobbiwine’s bro missing so we’re protesting today.
2021-11-21 20:19:10 +0000 UTC View PostDave Chappelle, top tier friends and I are good at a few of the same games: P🤣ss em off How stupid can we get Please laugh or give me attention so I can I feel better and get thru this Wow, Okay… 🧘🏾how are we coping with comedy today Wow, Okay… 🧘🏾 I learned this, it sucks ass, how can I change it with the art of comedy or being unapologetically me, because wow this information/reality really sucks ass and I can’t go on without doing my best to do something about it. Okay, I don’t care anymore. Lol. I don’t know. I don’t care. 🌍🥊👻✨✨✨
2021-11-21 19:12:07 +0000 UTC View PostThe only responsibility I was given this year was to not cut my own hair. I’ve already failed that. Just to be clear about where I’m currently at. 👌🏼👍🏼😐💀🤣
2021-11-21 19:03:03 +0000 UTC View PostI love getting questions about when I’ll 🙃finally 🙃settle down and have a family/k🕹ds when I can barely handle Snowball and Gang Gang.
2021-11-21 17:22:02 +0000 UTC View Post🌟Fantasy Dream Room 🌟 🌟You are now a magical entity come to life🌟 🌟You are in charge of your own Galaxy🌟 🌟Make up 7 holidays🌟 🌟Have some fun describing them🌟 😋 ⭐️✨ 💫 🌈 🌟 ⭐️ 🪐 🌍 🐕⭐️⚡️✨
2021-11-21 17:16:41 +0000 UTC View Post
I am an American Asian woman from Miami. That means y’all fucking with a bitch who don’t give a fuck. 🇺🇸🇸🇽🇲🇲🇰🇵🇳🇬🇰🇷🇳🇪🇮🇳🇵🇰🇻🇳🇲🇽🇨🇺🇰🇷🇹🇼🇹🇼🇹🇼🇹🇭🇹🇭🇹🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇦🇴🇦🇴🇦🇴😡💢❤️🇯🇵🇰🇿🇸🇩🇸🇸🇦🇫🇨🇳🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍑🍑🍑🍑🍑🇪🇹🇬🇧🇻🇪🇸🇪🇳🇱🇲🇨🇮🇱🇵🇸🇲🇾🏴🇨🇦🇦🇺🌏 Fuck you. Pay me. 😤❤️🍎🧧🍉🔫 🍒🍎⛑🍉🍓❤️🍎🧧❤️🔥🍉🍓🍎❤️💔🧧❤️🔫
2021-11-21 16:35:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Send me an apple emoji if you’d touch my sweet lil butt today. 🍎 Send me a peach emoji if you’d touch me in the future. 🍑 ☺️🇺🇸🌎
2021-11-21 15:16:04 +0000 UTC View PostOf course im not afraid to talk trash about their police. 🙄🙄🙄 Tf they gonna do from Uganda??? Screenshot me??? 🙄
2021-11-21 08:28:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Let’s play a game. 👾👾👾🎰🀄️♟♠️🃏🎲🏌️♣️👩🏻💻👨🏻💻🧩⛳️ Send at least 50 cents to start the game. 🇺🇸 🌎🌍🌏🗺 Tell me why you should be at the top of my list. 🍑 People who have been followers or patrons for the longest have top priority. That or if you’ve been generous in the past. I want to be able to pay it all back, forwards, backwards and more. I love you! 🍑
2021-11-21 07:02:51 +0000 UTC View PostIf I make more money with you out of the picture, then you can stay out of the picture. I’m not listening to any more talk from anyone who can’t see my worth or give me what I deserve. 🥱😴🤷🏻♀️☺️🍎
2021-11-21 05:57:49 +0000 UTC View Post
Send me to the top 1% and I’ll stream. ☺️♥️ I’m tired of being tired and mad. I’m going to say what’s on my mind and what my truth is and prioritize what I think is important. My existence isn’t for the convenience and satisfaction of others. I know my worth and I only have the time and energy to engage with a small circle of high quality individuals. and I don’t really want to take in any more dialogue or actions of others that dangerously perpetuate vicious and often violent cycles. I am a brown woman and I am not afraid to speak up for my brothers and sisters across the world every day. This is what I want to do. This is what I love to do. This is what I need to do. I don’t like what I see when I look at my conversations and interactions with Chad. Im still processing and trying to remove him from the story even if I don’t want to. I don’t want to deal with losers who can’t even understand how fucked up it is to go through my phone or to ask me to not protest for my own people. Like, are you serious??? Get the fuck out of here with that shit. I don’t want any more people who bring out the psycho around me. Sometimes I’ll spend literally 6 hours of my own time and energy going off on someone trauma bonding me with their inconsistencies and my own inexperience and naive/toxic dreamy notions. Im nuts for inviting it into my life and I feel incredibly stupid for my choices and actions and part of it. Idk. Itd be nice to have a few days of peace and gentle hugs. I feel like I’ve been out here doing the absolute fucking mostest. And I’m still being treated like I’m the bad guy online and in real life doing nothing??? 🥴 when I haven’t even had the ducking chance to talk. It’s ducking weird.
2021-11-21 02:06:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Looking for someone to have dinner with me. ☺️🇺🇸 🍕 Send me a picture of you with a paper that says this of🍑ns name @chibigoddess7 and a smiley face! Thank you! I went off again on Chad and I don’t want to play this game anymore. I exploded and broke down in text again, talking to a wall that doesn’t care about me. I’m tired. I’m done. I am willing to pay someone to just tell me I’m pretty and not hurt me with their words and actions. 😅 I need love,,joy, soft guidance, positivity, connections, respect, mentorship, praise, self esteem, help, snuggles, time, patience, affection and lots of things I don’t care to admit. I don’t feel like I’m asking for much in real life, but I can’t find anyone to measure up to my standards. It feels strange to be the bad guy all the time for having standards and choosing myself or speaking up for myself. Someone pls come over and watch Netflix or Hulu with me.🥺
2021-11-21 00:50:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Just cuz I look like a basic bitch doesn’t mean I am one. You’re the bitch for making me carry shit I don’t care for. I’m having one of those days where I wish I was a tall, white man or woman. Or black man or woman. Or Latinx person. Anything besides an Asian American girl. Any other image that would give me a more powerful voice and respect I need to make a difference. I shouldn’t have to fight so hard to be heard because of how I look. I’m tired of losing it every day and seeing my value in real life. I haven’t ever existed in real life and I don’t know how to explain how strange that is. There’s only so much lying to myself and pretending I have any power or impact I can take. I don’t want to be a nut job with anger issues online doing fem dom things. I never wanted that. That’s so much work and I’m so soft and nice in real life. I know my worth and value isn’t derived from other people. I know I’m supposed to feel valuable and beautiful by myself with self love. It doesn’t change the fact that I’d like to be told I’m smart, kind and beautiful in real life. It just feels good. Maybe in a few years if we make it that long. It’s hard to feel beautiful, valuable or good when I have no one acknowledging me or telling me I’m doing a good job. Going for a walk. Gang Gang and snowball say hi.
2021-11-20 20:29:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Looking for someone who can keep themselves from calling me a retard, stupid, whore, any other words that make their dicks look smaller and them increasingly worthless. Looking for someone who can drive to the beach without annoying me with their complaints about slow traffic, how hard it is to be a white person in America and yellow lights… this is not debatable. I need fuckkng peace of mind and quiet so I can manage my 3+ jobs and free China. You don’t have to do much, but don’t be a fuckkng useless, racist asshole.
2021-11-20 18:40:58 +0000 UTC View PostSend me a palm tree emoji if you’d like to take pictures of me. Do not message me if you’re going to be useless. I woke up to not another good morning, but trash and animal problems this morning with Chad and I just had another breakdown. I can’t fucking do everything. If you’re going to be useless, just stay away from me I have so much stuff on my plate. I deserve better.
2021-11-20 18:33:05 +0000 UTC View Post
You can’t stop thinking about me. 😌🌏🍎🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️✌🏽🕊🍉🍍🍐🍏🥝🥥☮️🍑🍊🧡🍋🍒🍇
2021-11-20 04:52:19 +0000 UTC View PostOh, so you can figure out how to get into my phone but you can’t figure out how to bring me a coffee or wish me good morning once a month. Ok, bitch. 🙄
2021-11-19 21:53:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I like how he went through my phone like I gave a fuck. 😴💤🛏😪🥱🇺🇸✨😂
2021-11-19 18:10:40 +0000 UTC View Post
Sweet dreams, dream team. I love you to the moon and back. 😇⭐️💫🌙✨
2021-11-19 04:17:46 +0000 UTC View Post
A stranger on the beach came up to me and offered to take pictures of me. Thankful for the new friend! I was feeling frantic/desperate and anxious a bit. He removed so much of it by just being nice and offering to help me. We got some good content and he’s actually a photographer and more. I felt very lucky and grateful he came by me and offered his friendship. He’s going to work digital airbrush and magic and we’re going to start an llc together! It was a great day! It’s my favorite weather outside, too. Time felt different when I was outside. Too fast when I was talking to new friend. I almost didn’t talk. I’m glad I did. He was very patient with me. Guess which beach I was at! (Where’s Wendy or Cartman San Diego would be good account names.) I shared some of my poetry/writing/scribbles again. I don’t like thst it looks hella depressing so I’m hoping more love and good come to my life and adventures. I don’t really want to be Edgar Allen Hoe as good as I am at that. It’s not really fun or sexy. I’d like to be inspired or feel love so I can write country. I still like my poems and feel impressed by it because I vaguely remember writing it in notes but not rly trying. It feels sharp? Smart? It came like magic. I usually write 2 pieces at a time, it’s a little weird but I am enjoying sharing my progression. Idk if and when they’ll be finished. Thanks for coming by. Ily. 💛🇺🇸🧸
2021-11-18 21:02:35 +0000 UTC View PostSend me the emoji of your state fruit! I am looking for a homie in south Florida to take pics of me. I’m at one of the beaches right now. 😋🌴🌊👙🏝
2021-11-18 16:45:48 +0000 UTC View PostIf I offered you $200 to take me to the beach and you don’t show up on time, I’m not offering it again. 😂
2021-11-18 15:47:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Photos by Chad. Thanks for your time and effort. After a whole year, paying your rent, taking care of you, cooking, cleaning, doing ur laundry and giving you thousands of dollars in work and cash to help pay for grad school and anything you wanted, I’m real glad this is what you can do for me. Thanks. I added the stickers. Don’t bother using the ones with my face. I just wanted to share how frustrated and ugly I am and feel. He won’t take decent photos of me or do anything to chill me out or relieve any work. I feel frozen. It feels like I can’t get out of it. I don’t want to exist for other peoples use but I can’t exist alone either.
2021-11-18 14:10:07 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning. Looking for someone who can take me to the beach and take some pictures of me in a bikini. Without complaining about how hard it is. Please and thanks.
2021-11-18 10:12:47 +0000 UTC View Post… where are all the lonely, heartbroken lovers at? Can I cry with you? Pretending I’m still not crying on the inside. 🤣 I miss him so bad. Lmaooo. Maybe. Distracting myself and coping how I like. Tell me what you do for recovery/recharging when your heart gets crushed. 💛 I like to break my own heart and run away. 👻
2021-11-18 03:13:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Send me to the top 1%! 😋🥞🐶🏳️⚧️🇯🇵🇭🇰🇹🇼🇮🇳🇦🇴🇻🇳🇺🇸🇦🇫😍😁🥺💙💛💙⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
2021-11-17 23:40:31 +0000 UTC View Post
We care Wednesdays We will prevail wednesdays White people wednesdays Women’s history? Wednesday Wellness Wednesday Worship Wednesday Wish you well Wednesday White Wednesday Work out Wednesday Wash bedsheets Wednesday What’s on your mind Wednesday What have you been up to Wednesday What makes you feel happy Wednesday? 😋
2021-11-17 20:23:45 +0000 UTC View Post
