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I’m not an extrovert. I like quiet corners and intimate conv..

Added 2020-11-02 05:36:43 +0000 UTC

I’m not an extrovert. I like quiet corners and intimate conversations, not loud, raucous parties and a sea of faces. I prefer one on one conversation and connection. I’m an emotional burrower. I have a habit of digging into someone emotionally until I get to the core of who they are. It puts some people off in a big way, and emotionally guarded people tend not to like me very much. It’s not something I do maliciously and it’s not something I was conscious of until recently. I get under peoples’ skin. I don’t mean to, I just don’t know how not to do it. I’m not good at surface stuff. I never have been. I’m absolutely lousy at small talk, and networking events or light parties filled with people I don’t know make me incredibly nervous. I stutter and I stammer, and I never know what to talk about or when to end a conversation with someone new- or even HOW to end a conversation. It’s not that I’m not interested in other people’s jobs or their favorite tv shows- I mean, I try to be. I just don’t know how to converse about that stuff, other than smiling or nodding or making appropriate sympathy noises. I’m just too…personal of a person. But that worked in my favour at the club. See, even though I was a lousy dancer, I was an excellent stripper. Put me one on one with a customer and I’d unravel their twisty bits, the things that really made them tick, all raw and honest and a genuine connection, even if it was a connection predicated by commerce. I met some amazing people. I love stories. If we weren’t in a capitalist society, I’d be happy to be paid in tales. Humans are so fascinating - tiny tiny specks of dust in the universe containing galaxies inside of us. Here’s a set inspired by those VIP room talks, and the nudity that went along with it. You may not be able to physically feel my closeness, but across miles or borders or oceans, you’re welcome in my virtual VIP room any time. Check your inbox or tip $3.99 or over on this post to get this set.