Hey guys I really love all of you and your support so much....

Hey guys I really love all of you and your support so much...but can we please stop it with the asking for meeets. I am really upset that my boundaries are constantly not being respected after all of the work I put in to make this subscription and content worthwhile and updated for you all. I post multiple times daily, do customs, reply to all messages and comments ASAP. I am totally accessible to you guys ONLINE. I do not want to be rude to my subscribers, I really pride myself on having good customer service, but at this point if you ask me to meeet/hang out/collab/smoke/get dinner etc whatever I am going to be pretty mad. I make it extremely clear that this is NOT a service I offer, and yet every single day someone is asking me for a meeet. I'll be honest, I used to do this and I absolutely hated it. I am not comfortable with it. I do not enjoy hanging out with new people that I do not know, it is super uncomfortable for me and I especially hate pretending to like people. I know maybe you will think "oh, I'm different, I'm fun! She will definitely like me and won't have to pretend!" I promise you, I will be 100% pretending if I met up with anyone. I am ACTUALLY quite a shy person in real life, I'm sure this may be hard to believe for some of you but it's very true. But, the only thing that matters at the end of the day, even if I am shy or not, is that I don't want to do them. I'm sorry for getting somewhat serious on this page because I love to have fun here just as much as you guys do, but the requests need to end. I'm sorry that I have to say this but: you're not special, you're not "different" from any of my other subscribers, I am NOT going to see any of you. In my personal life, I am literally not a hoe at all and normally will be either in a committed relationship or casually seeing ONE or two people that I have a genuine connection with. And no, I'm really not looking to expand my circles at the moment. I'm very happy. I know this was harsh, I have had a difficult life and I feel that this was important to say. I am not afraid to stick up for myself when I need to. Please, please, please, stop asking.