03.03.21—Negative Nancy 2 Disclaimer— I literally cried in t..
Added 2021-04-07 05:03:54 +0000 UTC03.03.21—Negative Nancy 2 Disclaimer— I literally cried in this video... I honestly did not want to post this because I hate my negativity. I also did not want to talk bad about my kid but… Maybe fairies are real. Have you guys heard about fairies? They are said to hide/misplace things just to play tricks on people. I believe in all things magical so why not believe this plausible theory for why my necklace was missing? Maybe it’s a test for our relationship. Anyhow I made a mess looking for it—and what stressed me out the most was wasting all that time. This semester has me crying. Point proven. All the time. The stress is real. I haven’t been making content because I don’t want to put you through it—but I’ll just keep it real you know... What can I do? We go through stages and I can’t fake it. I can’t fake happiness and I can’t fake having it together right now. This is who I am right now—a freaking mess. I know I’ll get through it—I just have 5 more weeks of hell left. Ps—on the “Ethical Dilemmas” talk—You should know that I did take an (old prescription) Adderall Thursday night (3/18) and that’s why I got sick this past Friday and Saturday. Just keeping it real. I’m never doing that again. My body does not like chemicals like that anymore. So I honestly don’t know what to do to make more time—because I can’t take my old medicine to push through—I need my sleep—so I’m really just limited on time. Please don’t unsubscribe LOL. Thanks for being here. I’ll post an awkward Shower Video next so I don’t leave you with this super super sour note. 🖤
