








In desperate need of some cuddles... will you hold me close all weekend long? 🥺 I don't like being a downer on here, this is a place for fun and to feel good, but I have an event happening today that is sucking up every ounce of joy I have. This has been a horrible month mentally and financially, and it will be ending in a way more terrible than I had expected. My best friend, my sweet 17 year old dog, Astro, will be taking his last breaths in this existence at 11:30am PST. After a rapid decline in his health in the last two weeks, and after years of dealing with kidney disease, this has become the only sensible option. He has been in my life since 2006. He has been there for me throughout all of the abusive relationships, drug addiction, attempts on my own life, and shown me love every day... even when I hated myself the most. Please send love, positivity and be patient with me for the next few days. If you would like to tip to go towards his final expenses, it would be very appreciated. My heart is broken and I am in shambles. 💔🐶 Along with today's photos, I am including a few favourites of my sweet angel so you can see what a perfect little creature he is.