Now entering the days where I will live wearing nothing but a sarong to keep cool in the van! 😍
Last night I drove up to a campsite with weak signal so that I could test out the wifi booster I ordered. As I was setting it up I realized I purchased the wrong kind and have to exchange it. Yay!
So now I’m up in this mountain, with great views but poor signal, and I’ve decided that I’m not moving. I’ll respond to messages later when the sun is less intense and I can be outside to catch better signal.
Do you guys think you could live in a van and constantly adjust to external factors like the weather and technology? Trust me, I choose this life everyday, but it is not without its dilemmas.
I hope you have some fun stuff going on this weekend. Enjoy the summer while you can! 😘🥰
Wanted to share the artist I saw it concert last night. She really made an impression on me. And rocked the very diverse crowd! People from all walks of life getting down together is a lovely sight to behold. 🥰
Her name is Jackie Vensen. Imagine if Stevie Nix, Bob Marley and Jimi Hendrix all created a genetically enhanced love baby together. That’s Jackie. 😁 Look her up! Support her if you can!
Being with a large group of people and moving in unison to this music was so healing. We can’t let them lock us down and separate us again.
The solution is building a population of healthy people with healthy immune systems who treat their bodies as the vital vessels that they are, worthy of love and the deepest level of care.
The solution is not locking everyone in their houses, causing untold levels of social harm and mental illness, and letting all of our small businesses fail so that giant multinationals controlled by sociopathic oligarchs can absorb their customer bases.
I will never be cut off from other people again. I don’t care how much fear they try to instill in me. Only together are we going to make it through the challenges we have coming at us.
And gathering together to hear music like this is essential for the health of our souls. ❤️
Good morning lovers!
This video is more of a creative project with a whole lot of sensuality, rather than just another solo masturbation film.
My goal with it was to portray a forest nymph slowly teasing you and dropping flowers as bread crumbs as to lead you to the water to swim with her.
I found the perfect outfit from the thrift store to play in and trash for this shoot, and had a ton of fun doing so. I’ve left clips of this short film on other social media platforms, but you fine fuckers get the full length deal.
Please leave your thoughts in the comment section. If you want more content like this, please tell me!
& Consider this an appreciation gift to you all.
Love you guys. 🥰😘❤️💋
Yesterday I went to camp at one of my favorite spots in the nearby National Forest only to discover it had been sold to a real estate developer and roped off. I went anyway, because fuck them and their sociopathic destruction of my beautiful garden planet.
The concept of private property is deranged malignant narcissism. We can’t OWN this 5 billion year old garden paradise. We are lucky to even exist on it for a brief moment in time.
Almost every indigenous culture views themselves as belonging to the Earth, and their most vital responsibility to be caring stewards of it.
Then a few hundred years ago a bunch of deranged white people in Europe decided that they would devise a system of pure madness where they suddenly owned other people and their land just because they wrote it down somewhere.
The end result is OVER HALF of all old-growth forests being bulldozed, often to graze animals who amount to nothing more than slaves whose lives are thrown away for a few shallow moments of taste pleasure, or to make paper products and furniture, both of which can be made from renewable crops that come to harvest in a few months. But the desires of timber corporations and livestock corporations far outweigh the rights of our planet or its inhabitants to survive under this cruel and soulless system.
This ideology has truly reached the cancer stage in our current real estate market, where regular folks are priced out of buying houses because hedge funds are paying well over the asking prices so they can own everything and trap us in indentured serfdom forever.
Please use this video as a reminder to slow down, enjoy nature and appreciate her while we still can. Humans need an awakening in the worst way. ❤️
Happy hump day, my lovelies. 😘
I’m trying to film content of me doing my housekeeping thing so I can immortalize the experience here for you fine folks before it ends in just 3 days.
Would you let me clean your place? 😇
I’m going to continue showering all of you wonderful souls with new material, because you deserve it. ❤️
Going for a nature photo shoot after work today. So expect more very soon.
If you tipped for the video from the last post and didn’t get it, please reach out to me. I do everything manually with personal attention and notifications on this site can be a bit erratic sometimes.
Thank you all so much. 🥰😘❤️
Edit: YES I did get caught at the end! 🤣
What are they going to do, fire me? 😁
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Every month for women under a certain age, nature makes sex more difficult than usual. The difference between a good lover and a great lover, is that a great lover will still make sure her man is taken care of.
A great lover derives pleasure from pleasing others.
Who here considers themselves a giver in bed? 😍
Good morning, my lovelies. I’m in my final stretch of my job and on Friday I’m all the way done. But the grand finale is me working 9 days in a row, covering for a friend who is out of town, while we are having another exhausting heat wave.
I’m also repacking, cleaning and rearranging the entire van, getting “The Defiant” ready for her next big adventure.
If I’m a little slow on messages and requests, please be understanding and remember after Friday, I’m all yours. ❤️
You fine people deserve another post today because I haven’t been posting as frequently as you deserve.
I PROMISE that will change as soon as I’m free to do this full-time this Friday! ❤️
Today is the 4th of July. I’m not sure what we have to be patriotic about after the year we have had and how both political parties have treated all of us throughout this COVID situation.
My only hope for this holiday is that we can use it to celebrate our fellow working class countrymen around us.
In my experience, having traveled this country extensively as well as many places around the world, most working class people are decent. The billionaires are the real monsters. Not your fellow common person.
Please try to understand that no matter how toxic or hateful someone’s politics, there is probably a history of abuse that led that person to such a dark place.
Treat your countrymen with compassion. Treat the rulers who are responsible for our misery as the inhuman tyrants they are.
Love each other, and fight them. ❤️
Good morning, lovely people. ❤️ In case some of you don’t know, you have a VERY spicy video waiting in your messages. Many of you do know, obviously. And it has been one of my most popular videos ever released already, so it has inspired this poll.
New People: Please let me know if you want the new extremely spicy video you just missed.
I want to give all of you what you want most. And if my videos sell like this one, it’s not a bad thing for me either. 😇
Please answer the poll to help me serve you better and ensure everyone here gets what they want out of the experience.
So the question is, which kind of content do you prefer?
And what are you here for most?
Happy Friday, boys. I’m feeling playful this fine summer evening. 😇
We have had a wonderful series of heavy rains and it has made the San Juan’s as beautiful and vibrant as I’ve ever seen them. This inspires friskiness. 😁
So...let’s play a game. If you can guess what is making me make this face, or if you leave any sized tip 🤑 I will send you a picture of the answer.
GUESS THROUGH PRIVATE MESSAGE SO YOU DON’T SPOIL THE GAME FOR EVERYONE.
Hint: this is a screenshot from my latest video project. And it’s by far the most risqué content I have ever produced. 😊
Don’t mind me, I’m just an illusive little forest nymph, quietly celebrating today, the first of July, my favorite month for exploring outside!
I want to encourage you to plan a trip this month to do something in nature. A night in your tent at the local state park, and couple of days backpacking in some wilderness, or even just a day on the water with some friends. The possibilities are endless.
And as long as there is no heat wave terrorizing your city, like so many of us have recently experienced, then you will have no excuse not to get out there. 🌞
Happy Monday, boys and ghouls. 😁
Everyone who has rebill turned on just got a new appreciation video in their inbox. If you want the video you can either turn rebill on and send me a message saying you did, or send a tip. Your choice. ☺️
If you think you will be a wise guy and turn it back off right after you watch it, I will notice and your experience here will reflect your deception.
I appreciate all of you so much and the amount of free content as well as other content will be increasing next week once this becomes my primary job.
Thank you all for being here and I look forward to all of the adventures we are about to have together. 🥰
To celebrate leaving the housekeeping job, I made one more appreciation video for you to enjoy, filmed on site- and I do believe this little flick is a proper send off for us. 😉
*This post is a short clip from the 5 min vid I’m going to DM you.*
The only thing you have to do to receive this free video (which shows the blessed “close up” reveal that so many of you pervs have been asking for 🤣) is turn REBILL “ON” so that you are in the group of people this goes out to.
I’d say at least two premium appreciation videos per month, plus everything else I post and share here, is worth at least the subscription price of $10 for another month.
But I may be bias. 😜
I’m sending it out tomorrow so go ahead and turn it on so you’re sure to see this. I appreciate all of you. ❤️
*Any tip$ unlock the unedited version of these pics.
Do you want #1 or #2?
Anything over $5 gets you both.*
I had half a mind to post these on the wall, uncensored. But to be honest, I’m in a rare and hyper playful mood today, so I’m going to make you show me how badly you want to see these without the sticker. 😈
Hello, my freaky friends. 😻
I am very excited to tell you that I have officially put in my two weeks notice for my housekeeping job!
It was not an easy decision to make, because as you know, I am obsessed with the spa that I get to use freely whenever I want. But more than that, i felt obligated to show up and work hard for my coworkers who are also overworked and exhausted like I am. But I also recognize my own, completely valid needs for my life.
I’m a person who thrives by changing things up frequently. I like newness, variety, and of course, being surrounded by nature. Only Fans has become such a passion project for me, that I’m making the choice to work on this full time and pursue the things that make my life rich.
Connecting with interesting people, being vulnerable and exploring desire in a healthy way like this has been so good for me. I can only hope that my openness and willingness to share with you all has positively impacted you as much as it has me. 💛
I know I’ve been slow to respond to messages, and have delayed a few custom video requests due to being so tired lately. I know most of you are understanding and patient, but I promise that is going to change very soon, as I’m just about fully recharged now that Ive taken that much needed down time.
All of that being said, if you are still here and intend to stick around, I assure you will not be disappointed in what’s to come from the next chapter in my little world.
Your support means so very much to me. It fuels my passion, my creativity, and my gas tank! You enrich my life in many ways. From the bottom of my humble heart, thank you for being here. ❤️🌹
Feeling good today. Slept in, woke up to views of giant mountains and green meadows, and even enjoyed some intimate moments alone before getting out of bed.
Rest is so vital. If you’re feeling burnt out like I was, tell your boss you’re taking tomorrow off so you can just sleep. Rest does wonders for your mind and body, and deserve peace.
I’m in transit to a neighboring town and will be busy and in sparse cell signal. But before I go I’m sending you a spicy video to your inbox. Not everyone wants to see partnered content, as if that is you please feel free to reply to that message and say, “Opt Out” so I know to *only* send you solo content. Please and thank you. 💛
I’ll answer messages as soon as I can! Be well.
I’m recovered from my burnout yesterday. Nature therapy with no tech, yoga in the park and cooking a beautiful, diverse plant-based meal are my medicines.
And I may quit my other job. We’ll see. 😁
I’m back to my happy self and getting some creative energy out on this food.
If you don’t cook, why?
So restaurants can charge you a 1000% markup on your food?
Friends, I need a mental health day. I’ve been going really hard and exhaustion has set in on many levels.
I’m overworked and so, so tired.
I will answer messages and such soon but I need some real downtime.
I appreciate you. ❤️
Happy Friday, everyone. I hope you are doing something good for yourselves with your weekend.
Here’s another yoga session for you. This spot was too exposed for me to do it nude. I know you’re so disappointed. 😁
It has been oppressively hot out lately, and my body felt sluggish when I filmed this. But I am sharing this imperfect flow with you anyway, because when you least feel like moving your body is precisely when you should!
More fun stuff coming later. Much love and appreciation to you! 🥰❤️
How do you feel about my political posts? Do you like them?
Please answer in the poll.
I try to keep a healthy balance of being playful and naughty while also being true to myself and what I believe in. That’s who I am really, a mixture of all of these things. ❤️
For me being healthy is balancing fun and play with paying attention to our very real problems that need to be addressed very soon.
But I would appreciate knowing how all of you feel, as well. 🥰
Let’s talk about the importance of connection.
I don’t think it’s a secret that our modern society excels at cutting us off from each other and isolating us. People NEED connections. They need to be seen and heard. This need is far more vital than any other humans have outside of food, water and shelter.
I have to speak about the toxic ideas some men have in their heads about this platform and sex work in general. There are very misogynistic, very toxic ideas that if a man pays someone for connection, then they are weak, a “beta,” a “cuck,” or a “simp.” We never run out of slanderous words to label men with who are simply being vulnerable and admitting the FACT that they need connection.
Authoritarian, Puritan capitalism is extremely skilled at crafting incredibly detrimental mental traps for men to exist in. Notice I said “exist” and not “live,” because you’re not truly living if you’re trapped in these head spaces of pure toxic masculinity.
A rabidly individualistic society like ours seeks to turn men into egomaniacs who constantly judge themselves as harshly as possible. It’s so bad at this point that if a man is simply kind to a woman online then often he will be piled on and degraded by other “men” for being a “white knight.” Our society is so sick that it degrades others for showing kindness. Really think about that.
Everything is about divide and conquer as well as engineering people into the most self-destructive, disempowered state as possible. We are easier to rule that way.
There is nothing shameful about reaching out for connection when you need it. And when you aren’t in a position to get it in real life, whether you are single or in a loveless relationship, getting connection through a platform like this is so much better than not having it at all. ❤️
There is no shame attached to reaching out to a psychologist for help when you need it. (Anymore, there used to be)
So why is there shame for men attached to using platforms like this, where you can get similar help for a fraction of the price?
Misogyny, religious authoritarian Puritanism that has never gone away, and insanely toxic hate mobs of very lonely, very broken “men” who are so full of ego that they would rather have it end in suicide or a mass shooting than be honest with themselves about what they truly need.
YOU are the REAL men. Capable of honesty and vulnerability. Not them.
And I appreciate every last one of you. Please reach out to talk if you need it. I will make the time. ❤️
I wrote a post about how precious life is a while ago, but America doesn’t seem to be getting that message. We have had over 270 mass shootings in 2021 alone. More than one mass shooting per day. That’s not even counting all shootings, gun accidents and suicides by gun.
Another 9 people died just over the weekend.
Every other advanced nation outlawed guns for the general population at some point in history and surprise, they didn’t become totalitarian dictatorships like every gun-lover believes will happen here if we enact common-sense reforms. Gun manufacturers have successfully blocked bills to restrict guns for purchase to the mentally ill or those with domestic abuse convictions. They are so obsessed with profit that they WANT people with a history of violence to have guns.
When you make something like the pursuit of profit the central focus of your society, this is the inevitable outcome. A society can only be as good as it’s structure and it’s leaders allow.
And we are literally burning our only planet, our garden paradise that is mother to us all, for profit.
Humans either have an awakening about what it truly important in the very near future, or we go extinct. There isn’t a third option.
You would not believe what I am capable of in the kitchen. 😉 *Tip$ unlock the video the photo came from.*
Feeling saucy today. The sunshine and wild flowers do that to me.
I’m heading up the mountain again to film some special request content. In case you didn’t know, I really love making custom videos for you. I put my heart and soul into making sure you love what I make. And unless i really like how a request video turns out and I want to share it with all of you, *you* are typically the only one who will ever see your special video.
I am quite open minded as you all know, so don’t be afraid to talk to me about some ideas you have. I’ll never never deny having my creative juices stimulated. It only leads to better content. Got an idea for a fun sexy video? Let’s talk. 😇😈
I’m heading up to a spot with no service, friends. I have this van for a reason and when I need a break from tech and the bustle, I’m going to use it. 😁
I will reply to messages in the morning.
Have fun tonight in some way. Doesn’t matter how. Just enjoy yourself.
We have all earned it. ❤️
Kind of a busy day at work today. We need more people but the cost of living is so high here that no one can afford to work here, even for $15+ an hour.
Yay, Capitalism and Gentrification. 💩
On a brighter note, I got my pics back from the photoshoot I did a while ago. I think they turned out really well. ☺️
Happy Friday! 😘
I’m feeling energized and playful today. Must be coming down out of the really high altitude from my trip. 😁
This is me being naughty at work, as usual. 😇
I hope all of you have something involving self-care planned for your weekend.
I appreciate every one of you. ❤️
The stats on the appreciation video so far are roughly 180 unique viewers and less than 30 likes.
I would hope that a LIKE isn’t too much to ask for giving away premium content on that level?
If you can’t afford to tip, that’s fine. The point of these appreciation videos is to make sure supporters of all means can see the good stuff.
But liking and commenting are free, so if you want me to keep doing this, please encourage me to do so. ❤️
I found one of the most beautiful campsites I have ever stayed at. This place is absolutely epic. I’m probably just under 11,000 feet and the wildflowers are in season and popping! 🥰
This setting inspired me to send out a short positive message to you all today.
And I have another free appreciation video on the way to ALL of you soon. Thank you so much for being here and believe it or not, the locations are going to get even better if you stick around. 😘
I’m heading for my campsite, friends. It’s an open alpine meadow which is normally a good sign for having cell service but you just never know. If it doesn’t have service I will explore other options for tomorrow night.
If you don’t hear back from me today, that’s why. But if I do have service I will be around in a few hours. Life in the Rockies. ☺️
Let’s talk about gentrification.
I found this gorgeous campsite in the mountains yesterday. But while this spot was incredible, to get there I drove past so many very large houses with no cars or signs of activity whatsoever.
These are vacation homes for rich people, built on land that used to be open to the public for free camping. Since COVID happened these problems are only getting worse as the ruling class flees the large cities and buys up all the land and homes in small, beautiful mountain towns like mine.
All over Colorado the story is the same. Decades ago mostly nature lovers and mountain hippies lived in these pristine, natural areas. Now most of the homes here are selling for 100K over the already obscenely inflated asking prices. People who have lived here for decades have to flee because everything they need to survive has been inflated by all the rich people living here now.
There is a labor shortage in my town because rent is so crippling to working class people that no one can afford to live here even though most jobs pay $15 an hour or more.
Our disgusting media says “people don’t want to work” but the reality is, people can’t afford to work for these wages. If unemployment pays more than working then your system is hopelessly corrupted.
Love your fellow working class humans. Do not let the rich sociopaths make you turn on each other. ❤️
Class traitors are the worst traitors of all.
