I don’t want to be myself right now in this world so I’m not going to. I wouldn’t have agreed to go on that bumble date if I knew he was already married.
2021-04-11 11:02:56 +0000 UTC View PostMy great grandfather had 2 families and then abandoned the 1st one. That we know of. (I’m in the first one. You never want to be the first family. 😅 If you know, you know.😭 I’m sorry if you went through this, too. I love you. You deserve a loving family. I love you. My grandfather didn’t care about my grandmother and remarried 1 month after her funeral to another mail order bride. Younger than my mother. I have an “uncle” who’s younger than me. We call them cousins. It’s easier. My dad wasn’t a good husband and wasn’t happy or fulfilled either. He ordered my mother, who was also a mail order bride out of a ton of letters he sent out. Then he didn’t take care of her. She ended up heavily ab🥺sing me and my brother. My father also pretended he wasn’t married and also tried to run 2 families. I have several uncles that are also ruining the lives of women with no consequences. My roommate turns out. IS STILL FUCKING MARRIED. And he said they were over. and I just realized I have no fucking idea if he’s lying to me that they’re over. I feel FUCKING STUPID. If you’re not ELEVATING a woman as a married man, then for everyone’s sake just FUCK OFF. All the things I’ve been watching on Shameless are finally processing and I feel overwhelmed and stupid. They distract you with bullshit and drama and leave you no room to think or breathe. I feel upset with myself because I should have known better by now. I think I fooled myself into thinking I could have a connection with someone and all the bs I experience today wouldn’t have to exist or were worth it. BUT WHY ARE THESE SHIT PEOPLE HURRICANING EVERYWHERE WITHOUT CONSEQUENCES Pieces of shit. When you hear someone say, “I h🇺🇸Te (_______) M😆n W🥺m😆n Whatever It’s usually because they’re getting mentally messed up by some personal people. That as a whole group/society are responsible for for letting them slip through the cracks. I feel better after talking. I hope my roommate’s wife is okay. Please send virtual hugs. I just kicked my roommate out after having another meltdown from being overwhelmed by a lot of angering shit.
2021-04-11 10:12:36 +0000 UTC View PostThere’s a special hell for married men with std’s pretending they’re something that they’re not. They’re also free game for getting jumped in my opinion. What’s the point of going to the gym for all these dudes if they’re not using their muscles for good? This world really fucking sucks sometimes. I hope all the women who have been through some bs get divinely blessed by being surrounded by quality good men. Then they all have a orgy. At least once a month. And win at the casinos. Maybe the lottery.
2021-04-11 09:56:47 +0000 UTC View Post
My iPhone X is cracked front and back.🤣 Anyone want to be my boyfriend and get me a new iPhone? 🥺 I can’t do much with these two phones anymore. I already figured out a few more ways to help Myanmar tho! Im wishing and praying with my whole heart that America and the rest of the world start caring about Asians for real. SAVE US. NOW. PLEASE. I’ve been struggling to live with my privileges, power and opportunities. I can’t not stop my desires or thoughts and I have no intention to. I can’t live doing nothing. Let’s keep working!!!😅 I love u guys for making sure I can always make a difference. Happy Saturday!
2021-04-10 22:49:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Dreamt in the shower that Putin passed away. 😇 He’s just an aging, ugly, old white man who convinced millions of stressed out and impoverished people in Europe that he has power. Weak, bitch shit. It’s easy to be a dictator. Literally, any idiot can do it. buttttt he will have what he deserves. 🤷🏻♀️ Happy and confident people don’t ever feel the need to hurt or oppress others. Or make them fight or go to war. Very sad and pathetic. It’s a serious injustice that so many people in Europe have suffered cruel ways because a couple old white men choose to be idiots. 🤷🏻♀️ He probably couldn’t survive being jumped by a few people from Miami. 😅 He looks like he’d last 20 minutes in bed unless he’d take a viagra. He’d die of a heat stroke if you had him stand in line at Disney world for more than 30 minutes. He probably has terrible eyesight and weak knees he complains about all the time. All his whores and boy toys lie to him to make him feel good. He has no real friends and spends all his time keeping himself from being depressed. Dictators distract with the power and cruelty cuz they don’t want people to realize they’re just another soft, squishy, aging, human being whos a complete fcking loser. 😕 🍤🍤🍤 His bed game’s for sure awful. 100% miserable for sure. 😂 He’s gonna pass around some water. Preferably on the t🥸ilet. In a super embarrassing way. That should be his legacy. He’d last less than an hour with an American Domme. He probably likes to get pegged by minorities. Freak. He also.... looks out of shape and unimpressive? I just imagined him going down on a big black dildo. 😆 Dictators have such small dix and seeing them online is never a joy. 😕 Why else would they compensate so hard? They don’t want the world to see that they’re just entitled old men who didn’t have anyone spanking their bum bums. 🙆🏻♀️ FREE RUSSIA (Okay nap time nao)
2021-04-10 18:59:05 +0000 UTC View PostI prefer vanilla soft serve dick, obvs.
2021-04-10 08:02:34 +0000 UTC View Post
Findom and femdom themes Mai random writing/poems again. 😋💌
2021-04-10 06:44:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Charging phone! Roommate is taking a shower. 🇺🇸🇨🇦 Then more cuddles on top of him? 😳 Yup yup He had a hard day at work and he’s about to just give in to being an adult film star. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
2021-04-10 06:32:09 +0000 UTC View PostI know I’m fucked up in the head cuz I said I wanted to put a hot tub in my living room and my roommate said no, that would be stupid. It bothers me that he said no... as if this were his place??? Aaaaaah why do I think like this??? and now I can’t let go of wanting to put big bathtub or jacuzzi in my living room now. I’m such an asshole. 🤣 My roommate is insanely hot... but I can’t stand being around him sometimes. (My own personal problem, I know.) Fuck you, tho. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
2021-04-09 14:42:17 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning! It’s fuck you Friday because I’m already mad. Thanks, roommate. How are you feeling today?
2021-04-09 12:24:31 +0000 UTC View PostDon’t give up.☺️ ♥️ I love you!
2021-04-07 01:03:19 +0000 UTC View Post
All you need is me. 😜 I love you. 🇺🇸 Free Hong Kong and Save the Asians! I need you. 🥺 We need you. 🌎🙏🏼💌💪🏽
2021-04-06 18:44:18 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s Truthful Tuesday! My self sabotaging behavior includes (Guess the lie!) 😳
2021-04-06 18:38:07 +0000 UTC View PostI’m going through what people describe as mania. I don’t interact with people much irl for a lot of reasons. I like being me. I understand and accept that I’m not normal. I’m extraordinary. 😉 I think I’m just having a great time creatively writing, enjoying the day and being happy. Processing my thoughts carefully and getting stronger every day! I take any and all shit talking with a grain of salt. I love to laugh. Insults are a good thing. Any promotion is good promotion. Everything will be okay. We are loved. We are inspired. We are healthy. We are motivated. We are here. ☺️💌🇺🇸🌎
2021-04-06 14:14:13 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning. 🌎 Have a terrific Tuesday! Wish I was pinching ur nipples as u wake up.
2021-04-06 12:43:16 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Motivational Motivational Monday! 🥰 Show up on my onlyfans at 10 pm or I’ll kick your balls. 🥺
2021-04-05 18:16:05 +0000 UTC View PostJoing me at 12:00 AM EDT for a midnight session 😈 please be generous. I'm ready to receive and give A LOT of love. I love you my lustful creatures.
2021-04-04 01:20:11 +0000 UTC View Postsee through shirt/ rabbit nipplecover Feeling cute
2021-04-03 13:39:48 +0000 UTC View PostStreaming today at 3:00 PM EDT happy good Friday 😇
2021-04-02 09:17:40 +0000 UTC View PostSexy Sailor Mars. Make me you Screensaver. Screen shot and send back picture 😈
2021-04-01 02:43:31 +0000 UTC View PostWhat do you guys think about sharing underwear with a friend?
2021-03-31 01:59:01 +0000 UTC View PostTruthful Tuesday My great grandfather was one of those shitty dudes who had 2 families at the same time. 🙄 I never met him or knew he was alive until I had to go to his funeral. Finding out he was a well-respected, accomplished, wealthy and knighted humanitarian was... a bittersweet rip to the heart. My parents never told me about him because he left our family and deemed us worthless. (If you know what it’s like... you know... *hugs*. You never want to be the 1st family on these situations. My poor great grandma, bless her). Anyways, It’s a weird experience I wanted to share cuz this kind of stuff is pretty common. I’m getting him off my mind and processing more of it before Taco Tuesday and more Shameless tv show. Thanks for being here with me. He- my great grandfather. never wanted to get to know me or tried. His second family is well off, educated and happy. They had a lot of resources that my great grandfather didn’t think we deserved. I’m not spiteful or anything. The offspring are great people and have never hurt us or anything. Can I consider them family? I wish I was a part of their family. I am happy for them. I am. I just can’t help but wonder what my life would be like if my great grandfather cared about women or his own family. Not just the parts he chooses. Idk. It was so easy for him to abandon us. My father and his brothers had to get jobs as correctional officers in miami when they hit 18. So they could take care of us my great grandfather refused to. I wish he cared about me or that asian culture respected and valued women. I’m not really a person in my family’s eyes. It took a lot of talking to other people to learn that.... I didn’t grow up the same way. I know it’s not good to dwell on these things. It just would have been nice to go to law school or learn about him. Where’s doctor who when you need him? LOL
2021-03-31 00:40:20 +0000 UTC View Post
(The goal is to be as comfy and safe as possible. ☺️💌♥️) 🇺🇸How long are we washing our hands? 🇺🇸
2021-03-28 23:29:14 +0000 UTC View PostIf you can make a girl squirt she will be your friend forever.
2021-03-27 04:34:11 +0000 UTC View PostPretty emerald green lingerie. You can look, but you can’t touch. 😌🌎
2021-03-27 02:56:08 +0000 UTC View Post
