Learning as an adult is way more fun. I can go at my own pac..
Learning as an adult is way more fun. I can go at my own pace and enjoy the pictures and sentences more.
2021-05-16 17:18:38 +0000 UTC View Post
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Happy self care Sunday! I’m giving myself a facial and foo..
Happy self care Sunday! I’m giving myself a facial and foot spa today. Exfoliation and hydration. 💦
2021-05-16 16:31:02 +0000 UTC View PostYou think you’re smart until you lose the cap to your badia ..
You think you’re smart until you lose the cap to your badia seasoning. 🚶🏻♀️😔🤦🏻♀️✨✨
2021-05-15 22:14:16 +0000 UTC View PostSweet dreams and good morning. 🤍
Sweet dreams and good morning. 🤍
2021-05-15 09:51:52 +0000 UTC View PostAt 4:20 we buy low and sell high! 😤❤️
At 4:20 we buy low and sell high! 😤❤️
2021-05-15 08:20:38 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t feel like talking out loud today. 😅 I wrote like 7..
I don’t feel like talking out loud today. 😅 I wrote like 7 pages of “notes” but I’m gonna just drop the short version. If you ever feel fucked up by anything. Write it out on Friday. Process it. 🤍
2021-05-15 05:57:24 +0000 UTC View PostI love white women. They teach me so much. I’m watching The ..
I love white women. They teach me so much. I’m watching The Home Edit. And I super enjoyed the first episode cuz it included Reese Witherspoon/ Elle Woods from Legally Blonde. It’s one of my favorite movies! It felt good to watch. 😋
2021-05-14 00:07:00 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s Thankful Thursday Thirst Trap Thursday Thoughtful..
It’s Thankful Thursday Thirst Trap Thursday Thoughtful Thursday Thotty Thursday Tan Thursday 😍
2021-05-13 19:49:19 +0000 UTC View PostI only really use my iPhone X to work. I’d like to start min..
I only really use my iPhone X to work. I’d like to start mining crypto! Maybe editing and creating new content. I’m feeling better! I would welcome recommendations on the equipment I’d need to mine ethereum. I know I need a desktop setup 🤍 If any of my followers are crypto people, would you mind sharing your wisdom? 🧠 I’d like to know how much a set up to get started immediately would cost. The easier for me the better. Thank you. ☺️♥️
2021-05-12 12:36:04 +0000 UTC View PostWe will prevail Wednesday! Wtf Wednesday Where are you We..
We will prevail Wednesday! Wtf Wednesday Where are you Wednesday Weird Wednesday White people Wednesday Wish you well Wednesday What can we do??? Wednesdays
2021-05-12 12:20:47 +0000 UTC View PostI didn’t stream cuz I was processing some stuff. Sometimes, ..
I didn’t stream cuz I was processing some stuff. Sometimes, I read comments about me or nasty messages to me. Stuff I never really wanted to see or think about. Repeatedly. I need some time to get it out of my head since I’m not a machine. 😅 I end up not showing up sometimes so I can prioritize my own health. I’m not stupid and I have an ass. Fuck you. I love myself and I am smart and beautiful. 😤♥️♥️♥️ random screenshots from the ocd vault/ photo album. I am buying weed stocks, alphabet, a handful of crypto I’ve done some research on and snap again. We will see what else feels good. Still working on skrapbook and Marina’s maid cafe website design. ♥️
2021-05-12 10:16:56 +0000 UTC View Post⭐️⭐️Thank you Tuesday! ⭐️⭐️ Do ur best, enjoy my booty than..
⭐️⭐️Thank you Tuesday! ⭐️⭐️ Do ur best, enjoy my booty thank yous aaaand then go smoke/drink/enjoy something. ♥️ You deserve to reward yourself with something nice and relaxing. ♥️ 💌 Did u know that You make a difference with your existence. You are magic! You make a difference wherever you go. You make me happy! I love you! Thanks for being my best friends. ♥️😍🇺🇸💙💪🏽
2021-05-11 22:47:27 +0000 UTC View PostDon’t be afraid to be amazing. 💙
Don’t be afraid to be amazing. 💙
2021-05-11 22:30:38 +0000 UTC View Post⭐️It’s Tell Me Tuesday! ⭐️ Tell me all the compliments you ..
⭐️It’s Tell Me Tuesday! ⭐️ Tell me all the compliments you wished people would give you. 🍰Marina’s Maid Cafe☕️
2021-05-11 22:25:03 +0000 UTC View PostTruthful Tuesday: a collection of mental ramblings I’ve had ..
Truthful Tuesday: a collection of mental ramblings I’ve had today I used to be more “complimenty” “nice” and “😍🥰😍♥️♥️♥️“ towards black men I... turned it off quite abruptly because of some of the experiences and interactions I had. It peaked when the rumors that went on about me and “Xavier woods” from WWE? (which aren’t true, I never slept with him. He’s a very nice wholesome man. I respect and adore him as a friend. I’m not a big talker. He was always very kind to me even when I couldn’t talk. I’m a listener/ hang out type of person) that period was... annoying??? Scary? Sometimes people catfish as me and they harassed his wife and family and friends as me. I had no idea. People hate me that much. They caused a lot of trouble for them and I wish that they didn’t do that to them. They didn’t deserve that. I don’t deserve that either. I felt like I couldn’t have friends cuz I didn’t want the catfisher to do any more of that to my friends. People were sending my family members nude photos of me. Also my friends and followers. I didn’t want any more trouble. There was also nothing that I could do. I’ll say it again. I never slept with him. I also saw some comments that accused me of fetishizing black men by black people. I felt hurt and bad that me giving out compliments or extra love seemed to be damaging of me. It took me aback reading them and It was mentally/emotionally giving me trouble. I started questioning whether my actions were harmful and I believed that I couldn’t challenge what they were saying. In my mind I was like... if they say I was hurting black people with these actions then I can’t deny them and I have to stop. Im a “happy to shower with love” kind of person and I feel bad that I’m not portraying it in the way that they would perceive it to be acceptable or “real” I’m really confused about a handful of things like this. They believed I was toxic in that way and it made me feel as if it would be better if I didn’t compliment black people so publicly or talk a lot. But I want to. I feel like if I wanted to scream I love big black cock on a mountain I’m allowed to. 🤷🏻♀️🇺🇸 Even though I love black people a lot, I guess I should be doing more for my own people? I wish people would stop telling me that because I want to argue for everyone and I feel like I can if everyone could just shut the fuck up with their stupid comments. 🙄. Idk Asian and Asian American history was pretty non-existent in school for me so maybe that’s why I’m not so focused on it? I didn’t value Asian culture a lot because it wasn’t really prioritized in my public school education, either. And I wasn’t raised with the love or appreciation for it, either??? After all, my family escaped the country to be here sooooooo you all know it wasn’t that valuable to begin with. I don’t mean to be self hating and I’m growing to love Asian culture. I must. I’ve been on the down low trying to learn and appreciate Asian culture, but it’s.... dark. And needs improvements. The history is no good. It’s scary and horrific. There’s no denying it and I never denied it. I would love to love my own Asian culture, ethnicity, race, history. And I will. Bit by bit. While improving it. Don’t mind me. I’m just talking to myself to ground myself. I just had someone make fun of me for studying sericulture and learning about silkworms. It doesn’t feel good. Fuck you and fuck off. People have been vicious and unrelenting. Especially m2k crowd. The fake article where they hired the writer after he slandered me has been annoying. I never hired anybody and I definitely never wrote a contract or lie. It feels shitty that they can do whatever they want even if it hurts women. I stopped going to anime conventions cuz they kept finding me there and saying inappropriate things to me. And at EVO. As if the r🔫venge porn didn’t ruin my life enough. Idk, I feel lost about it and I’m not really sure where to go from here. All I know is that I want to be happy and live a love and laugh filled life. I love loving cuz I didn’t have that with my family. It feels good to love and I deserve to express love. It makes me happy to love. I don’t talk about Hispanic people a lot cuz my great grandfather is Cuban Chinese and he was a big humanitarian that did a lot for Hispanic people already. I didn’t mean to make people feel like they’re on a back burner so I’m sorry if I’ve done that. I also thought I spoke up about Hispanic people sometimes. I love Hispanic people and I’m sorry to any groups of people that feel like I don’t care about them or aren’t giving them the respect and attention they deserve. I know I look like a nut bag when I post and I’m not sure what people expect from me. There’s only so much I can scream about before people unfollow me for looking nuts. People should just leave me alone if they’re not well-intentioned. I have a lot of projects and goals for myself and I have heavy depression from all the bullying and challenging experiences. It’s weird to read messages and comments from people saying you don’t do enough and that you do too much, which is it??? Can I just like... learn and understand at my own pace? 😅 I can only be so annoying for so long for so many people causes and subjects. I’m just one goddess. 🤣 Idk. I feel like I’m sharing things bit by bit and I get thrown off when someone “comes in” and distorts my intentions or interactions before I finish my whole story. I’m gonna try and forget other people exist for a bit. Will be streaming again soon cuz I’m not feeling very grounded right now. 😅 imma need y’all to give me that divine calm and strong energy. 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
2021-05-11 21:28:49 +0000 UTC View PostFor my 😍 Marina’s Maid Cafe 😍 Today is ??? Terrific Tuesda..
For my 😍 Marina’s Maid Cafe 😍 Today is ??? Terrific Tuesday Tasty Tuesday Indigineous day Tell me Tuesday Truthful Tuesday Teach me Tuesday Tech Tuesday Titty Tuesday Taco Tuesday! Feel free to throw in anything you’d like for Tuesday! I hope you’re doing really good today. ☺️
2021-05-11 20:39:44 +0000 UTC View PostAw. My live was ended. I’ll try again later and hope onlyfan..
Aw. My live was ended. I’ll try again later and hope onlyfans works. I love you! Thank you for joining me this Monday. We will make a difference. Love will prevail!
2021-05-11 05:08:10 +0000 UTC View PostReminder that any victim of domestic violence, trans person ..
Reminder that any victim of domestic violence, trans person that wants to raise money for surgery/therapy/w/e is allowed to use my pictures to make themselves money. If you’re a man, help some women out. ☺️ I love you! Just don’t be a dick and specify that you’re a clone or catfish of me. Otherwise, it will hurt me. 🥺♥️
2021-05-11 04:26:29 +0000 UTC View PostThere’s nothing to be afraid of. Just a lot to prepare for..
There’s nothing to be afraid of. Just a lot to prepare for. ♥️ Let’s work on things together.
2021-05-11 02:01:28 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m still waiting on the money to show up from my Robinhood ..
I’m still waiting on the money to show up from my Robinhood account to my bank account. I’m not trying to get credit, I want cash. 😂
2021-05-10 22:13:34 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Marvelous Monday Manic Monday Me first Monday Mi..
Happy Marvelous Monday Manic Monday Me first Monday Middle East Monday! Man appreciation Monday (this is Cheebz talking btw) Meditation Monday! It’s a new week and a new start! This life is yours and nothing can stop you from making it amazing. I love you!
2021-05-10 18:51:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Mother’s Day to... The incredible, beautiful, importa..
Happy Mother’s Day to... The incredible, beautiful, important and priceless women who sacrifice for us to be here. The women who step up to mother the rest of us who don’t have mothers or mothers who love us Mother Nature, our greatest mother! If Mother’s Day is too difficult for you, remember that you are loved. You can call me mommy if you ever need one. Plenty of women capable of sharing their love as a mother exist in the world. Follow the love. Lots of incredible trans women are also here to love and mother you as well. I love you! AND UR MOMMA
2021-05-09 17:44:12 +0000 UTC View PostShare some theories for fun! Here are a few of mine 1. R..
Share some theories for fun! Here are a few of mine 1. Robinhood, stash, Coinbase, etc are game apps designed to pull a fearful reaction from us to get us to sell/hand over the money so they can play with it. They pay the writers of articles to promote their brands if they have the money. Or they own the “news” sites they promote on their apps and it’s another way for the to also make money off of us cuz ads. The stock market stuff is also brand recognition and promo that we pay for. The thrill of making money at some point pulls us back in and it’s a type of gambling that makes the creators of these blockchains and investors rich. It’s also a distraction that gets us to focus on the companies or people. And pressures companies to pay for positive articles. Rolls Royce stock is less than dos dollars, they must really not give a fuck. 🤣 but yea, take a look at the articles we read, cuz they feel designed. 2. Elon musk will buy dogecoin for his mother and surprise us. It’s taken a plunge. Idk why he called it a hustle Unless he knew what kind of rollercoaster ride he’s going to give us. It seems like he and his mother would rather stay in favor of the world. And he’s one of the world’s richest dude so it would be easy for him change the narrative. Maybe he did it To trauma trap us and eventually he comes out a hero for it when he makes people a little richer. I wouldn’t mind. I like him. He’s weird like me. 3. Silkworms drink water 4 there is c🤠caine in our Coca Cola or something similar to it. I am addicted to Coke Zero. 🤣 5. Volkswagen will go bankrupt because the world will learn how awful the people in charge are. No sane, acceptable person would support their damage. 6. Billionaires will start competing harder for our attention! 7. Bitcoin people will come out of the woodworks soon. They want to party and show off their monies. We want to party with them, too. 😅
2021-05-09 07:37:36 +0000 UTC View PostIf dogecoin turns into a loss I’ll just do more content and ..
If dogecoin turns into a loss I’ll just do more content and streaming. 😋 hope everyone who bought dogecoin came out good and happy! I like how larger institutions are starting to take different types of crypto. Mavs are selling their merch for dogecoin so that’s neat. 😋
2021-05-09 05:21:56 +0000 UTC View Post
