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Binge watching The Great British Baking show. 🌻 Learning ho..

Binge watching The Great British Baking show. 🌻 Learning how to be more normal and resting. 🐋

2021-10-07 16:44:08 +0000 UTC View Post

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2021-10-07 14:50:37 +0000 UTC View Post

I realize now that I’m not supposed to forgive you for telli..

I realize now that I’m not supposed to forgive you for telling me I shouldn’t protest for my own people. That’s not forgivable. As an Asian man, Nintendo… you should be ashamed of yourself. I’m ashamed of you. I don’t want to be associated with anyone who doesn’t even care about his own people. Why the fuck would I want to hang out with anyone who doesn’t care about his own people??? I’m not fucked up for being angry about it. I’ve been in a weird mindfuck all these years not realizing so ma t things. I’m also angry that you exist. It pisses me off. It hurts me. My standards are higher than that. What’s the point of you if you won’t even stand up for your own people? Don’t fucking talk to me, omg. I don’t want your pussy ass energy and little fucking dick anywhere near me. You don’t deserve that. At all. As a person who also comes from a super fucked up country, I’d think you’d have more balls or brains. Fuck you. Stop messaging me. I spiral every time you selfishly do. You’re not messaging me to benefit me. Fuck off. I’m fucking suffering. Change your name. Stop texting me. I’m having mental breakdowns.

2021-10-07 07:21:57 +0000 UTC View Post

I am everything you want and can’t have. 😴 You are nothing ..

I am everything you want and can’t have. 😴 You are nothing to me.

2021-10-07 06:58:33 +0000 UTC View Post

Still looking for someone to come over and take pics of me a..

Still looking for someone to come over and take pics of me and set me up with technical things. I just want to show up and hit stream. I feel like I’m not asking for much. I just need someone not creepy to hold my hand. I want to be cool, calm, collected and loving. I feel like I’m not being given the chance to be me or be taken care of/loved. I’ll give you a percentage of what I make. I’ve been ready to stream for months now and I can’t keep track of my emails or passwords anymore. I’m not functioning well in certain areas and I shut down. My brain is burnt out and so are my feelings. I died many lifetimes ago and I’m ready to m☺️🥺t people on my level or people that “get it”. Thanks for being here. 🐶 Please don’t ask me for anything. My brain will explode. I’ve given more than enough in my life and I need help, too.

2021-10-07 04:47:40 +0000 UTC View Post

I don’t care about anything anymore. 🤷🏻‍♀️I have no more kin..

I don’t care about anything anymore. 🤷🏻‍♀️I have no more kindness in me.

2021-10-07 03:40:11 +0000 UTC View Post

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2021-10-07 02:15:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Every time you message me out of convenience to make yoursel..

Every time you message me out of convenience to make yourself feel better, I have had completely mental breakdowns and traumatic flashbacks. Please stop. I can’t take being here anymore.

2021-10-06 21:22:53 +0000 UTC View Post

What my breakdowns look like I sent him brekky money as a ..

What my breakdowns look like I sent him brekky money as a sorry cuz looking back at it, I feel bad. I still have enough sense to be embarrassed about my displays of emotions. I know most people won’t lose themselves in this way. I couldn’t help but reach out for help at the time. I’ve been weirdly, frantically tired from being different. Like winning the lottery but losing all ur friends and family cuz all of a sudden you have questions and problems they can’t deal with or relate to. I’m not sure how to describe it.

2021-10-06 13:09:23 +0000 UTC View Post

Crazy messaged my old roommate and he responded he’d help la..

Crazy messaged my old roommate and he responded he’d help later. I don’t have friends for safety and stuff so I haven’t had any real interactions in a while. I’ve been feeling extra weird/alone from the “job” and it helps to have people around who know enough or “get it”. I’m feeling better. Still trying to ground myself. What do you do to self soothe or calm yourself? I used to eat and shop extra hard. Now, I’m trying talking, weed and lavender oil.

2021-10-06 12:29:31 +0000 UTC View Post

Dear god, Please send me a man that can just set me up on p..

Dear god, Please send me a man that can just set me up on porn sites and take full length pictures of me without being racist or stupid. I promise to pay him at least $1000. PLEASE. IM EXHAUSTED. everyone else, Good morning. I’m ready to be crazy again.

2021-10-06 11:58:49 +0000 UTC View Post