AND THEY GOT BAD BITCHES LIKE ME.
YโALL AINT EVER GONNA BE READY FOR THIS.
HAVE A NICE DAY, LADIES. ๐๐โค๏ธ๐๐ฅฐ๐บ๐ธ๐ฏ๐ต๐๐โค๏ธ
โญ๏ธCUCK THE POLICE. โญ๏ธ๐๐
FOLLOW ALL THE BIGGEST COMPANIES AND BILLIONAIRES YOU KNOW.
NO JUSTICE NO PEACE ๐ซ
๐๐จ๐ฑ๐น๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฅฐ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐โจโจ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐๐ธ๐ธ๐งง๐งง๐งง๐๐๐ซโญ๏ธ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฏ๐ต๐ฏ๐ต๐ฅฐโค๏ธ๐ฏ๐ตโจ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ด๐ณ๐ฌ๐๐จ๐บ๐ช๐น๐ช๐น๐ช๐น๐๐ธ๐ง๐ฐ๐ง๐ง๐ง๐ต๐ญ๐ซโจ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐บ๐๐ฐ๐ฐ๐โญ๏ธโจ๐จ๐ณ๐๐ธ๐ต๐ญ๐จ๐บ๐จ๐บ๐จ๐บโค๏ธ๐จ๐ด๐จ๐ด๐จ๐ด๐ซ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐ง๐ป๐ช๐ป๐ช๐ป๐ช๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ณ๐ช๐ณ๐ช
Happy Thursday!
dear assholes โleadingโ in shit hole countries where the people arenโt happy.
Our war hamsters are better than your war hamsters. Your war hamsters are stupid because you wanted them to be be stupid and you taught them stupid things with your useless commie shows and violent propaganda. They donโt even want to fight for you. ๐๐๐ they just want to party with us. ๐๐ฅฐ๐๐๐โญ๏ธ๐๐โจ letโs dance. ๐ซ๐ถ๐ฆ๐๐งธ๐ง๐๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐ฏ๐ต๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฐ๐ต๐น๐ผ๐น๐ญ๐ต๐ญ๐จ๐บ๐ญ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ท๐บ๐ฌ๐ง๐ณ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐บ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ
Sweet dreams.
If youโve spent a pretty coin on me or are my friend in real life, etc let me know so I can send you the link to the homie folder. Everyoneโs running babe stations. I love you. ๐๐๐๐งฉโญ๏ธ๐
Whenever I feel more comfortable Iโm gonna be more present on Instagram! Then I want to start asking girls to play chess with me. Maybe @maicocoa @thejennavive will have time to play some chess or fighting games. ๐๐บ๐ธ๐๐๐๐โ๐งฉ
I donโt think Iโll stream again but Iโll try to ship out some fun bundles and new content. Show me some love. ๐๐๐๐ฅฐ
Iโm willing to stream on *ahem* not my of, so let me know when you hit 1000 followers. Iโll take 50 percent and do moose things. Everything will be okay. I love you!๐๐๐๐๐ง๐ฅโจ๐โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ
If youโre new to me, Iโm trying to take over the world and then take care of it. If youโre in my homo-cide squads, femicide squads or suicide squads, and are using my content to manage a babe station, + take care of yourself, send me an apple emoji so I can share the homie folder. Everythingโs going to be okay. I love you! . ๐ถ๐๐ฅฐ๐๐๐๐ง๐
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Writing nonsense again. ๐ฅฐ๐บ๐ธ๐๐ฅ๐ฆ๐งโโ๏ธ
Iโm not like the other girls. ๐ฅบโจโญ๏ธ๐
Iโm worse. ๐ญโจ๐ฅบ๐๐โจ๐โจ๐จ๐บโจ๐๐ฅบ๐บ๐ธ๐๐๐ฐ๐๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ง๐พ๐พ๐พ๐ง๐ฏ๐ตโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ๐๐๐๐โจ๐บ๐ธโจ๐ถ๐ช๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธโญ๏ธ๐ง๐ฅฐ๐๐๐จ๐ด๐จ๐ด๐จ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ช๐ฌ๐งโจ๐๐ฏ๐ต๐ฏ๐ตโจโญ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐ถ๐ถโจ๐ฅบ๐ฐ๐ฅบโจ๐๐ญโจโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ๐ฆ๐บ๐๐จ๐บ๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐ธ
Video of me lip syncing to Britney Spears and being silly.
One of my favorite fun things is lip syncing! Happy to know that Britney is Free. I love Britney Spears and I definitely worship her as one of my favorite idols. ๐บ๐ธ๐โญ๏ธ๐๐ I love you! Almost done with some more snaps. ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐โจ๐ถ๐บ๐ธ๐จ๐บ๐๐จ๐ด๐จ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฐ๐จ๐ผโ๐ณ๐ง๐๐ฐ๐ฐ
We hit 5k followers! Thank you so much. ๐ถ๐บ๐ธ๐โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ
Iโll stream at like 9 pm miami time! ( half an hour from now) and we can watch a Christmas cooking show on Netflix. ๐๐โจ๐๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ณ๐จ๐ผโ๐ณ๐ง๐พโ๐ณ๐ช๐โญ๏ธ๐๐ฐ๐ง
Learning lots and doing my best to get through as many messages as possible. Thank you for taking care of me. I hope you had a wonderful day today. I made 2 new friends today! @kevid19 @thejennaviv
I donโt think Chadโs showing up. He always says he will and then only shows up half the time. I took his picture and name out from my phone. I canโt do this anymore with him. ๐
Lol.
Okay, for Xmas, I want music playlists so we can play ten men square dance on the last day of the month. ๐โญ๏ธโจ๐๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ค๐ธ๐ง๐ฅ
Group a bunch of your favorite songs in 10โs and weโll play musical chairs/4corners with each other. I wanted to group people from all different corners of the world and explore more music. โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ Also, itโs a call for peace, justice and love party. Wishing Chad was here and I know Iโm just in my feelies. Iโll open up more one day. Iโm not ready to talk much in real life, yet. More holiday Netflix shows and making happy, silly content. ๐๐โจโจ๐๐ if no ones told you this today, I love you! ๐
Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for the gifts. Iโm grateful for you all and am pretending these gifts are from Santa. Lol ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐งโ๐๐คถ๐ฝ๐๐๐โญ๏ธโจ๐๐ฏ๐ต๐๐ผ Heading to bed. Hereโs some more of my handwriting practice on paper. Nothing is happening and I donโt expect anything at all. I have peace rn and Iโm heading to bed. If no ones told you this today, I love you. ๐โญ๏ธ๐ซ๐บ๐ธ๐คฉ Sweet Dreams. ๐ด๐๐๐ด๐
Here is another clip of me in another one of my favorite Victoria Secret bras. I like wearing nice lingerie sometimes. โบ๏ธ๐ธ
I live by the moment and Iโm lucky I get to. ๐โค๏ธ๐โ๏ธโญ๏ธ๐๐โ๏ธโ๏ธFiling away more of my writing. My parents will come by next week and I donโt want any proof of me being a nut job around. Iโm gonna be writing out a Christmas wishlist of 10 things I want that donโt create a big environmental impact. โบ๏ธโค๏ธ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐๐ Also brain storming my goals for next year. 1 tiny step at a time. Starting with Appledaily001 and Appledaily002. ๐โบ๏ธ๐๐ Great things take great times! ๐looking at christmas tik toks and instagram posts, too. ๐บ๐ธ๐โ๏ธโ๏ธ If I can get it together by next year I want to have throw an ugly sweater party like this one I saw online!
Tidying up so I can put up more holiday decorations. I found some more treasures for my sisters from the Room of Doom and Iโm gonna keep working on it. One of Godโs retrievers talked to me in real life today and guided me out of my storm. โ๐ถ๐ Thank you for your light so can I work on brightening mine. I want to be a sweet person like I used to be. Youโve all caught me at a strange time at my life and I know it takes a person with a big heart to see me and accept me. So, thanks for not being a bitch and even if you are, thatโs okay, too. You can be whatever you want to be and do whatever you want to do. You donโt have to like me, love me or care about me. ๐ for those that are still happy to chill ๐and be here with me as I grow and try to guide myself through lifeโฆ I am grateful for you. If I can listen to you about your struggles, I would love to return the favor. You and I are equally important. โบ๏ธ๐๐บโค๏ธ๐๐โโฌThanks for being here with me. ๐๐ผโบ๏ธ๐ I love you!
Also, Took care of family and almost ready to put make up on for photos. Iโve been in weird panic mode I guess from feeling overwhelmed and out of controlโฆ while in a setting that isnโt giving me any control over my life. Iโm gonna talk to my family and let them know Iโm moving. I can forgive them all I want for things theyโve done in the pastโฆbut I canโt change how they were raised to conveniently see me. No matter how hard I want them to love me the way other peopleโs parents love them on holidaysโฆ I know they canโt. Iโm apologizing to Chad and going for another run with my blankets on.
Thereโs juicier messages but Iโm so pissed I want to throw my phone at the wall again. Maybe later in a single post so itโs like an album. I canโt help but write since I have no one to talk to. I feel like I canโt get out of this trashy tornado I was born in. I canโt talk to anyone in real life cuz I get baker acted every time. Or theyโll make a casual pit stop in my life and add damage, which I just will not take anymore. ๐ช๐ด๐ฅฑAnd they believe my parents every time. It sucks to get baker acted and jt sucks to have family that signs your name away on things you donโt even know about. ??? Can yโall just not??? Like please, fuck off and let me exist. Hell is bad enough here with not having real parents, you donโt need to make it worse. FUCK. I donโt deserve this bullshit. Itโs fucking weird. Still packing and need to buy flight for Orlando so I can celebrate my bday with Disney. I really want to go to Disney world. know I should be detaching myself frlm this world but i donโt want to. Honestly. Watching beastars, the day I became a god, the time I reincarnated as a slime, some documentaries on Netflix and exploring the spaces of the internet have really shaped me to be this woken up. Iโm getting more comfortable with what I know I need to do.
Anyways, i dont really feel like getting baker acted right now and I most definitely donโt have the time to get baker acted right nowโฆ so I guess Iโll just keepโฆ not talking. ๐คฃ I donโt need to wake up feeling like this. People see me as pawn and I know that Iโm a queen. or at least a knight. I want to surround myself only with high quality people and best friends. Iโm gonna keep working on myself so that they get what they deserve, too. I donโt feel like Iโm at my best right now and I would love to be at my best. ๐บ๐ธ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฒโจ
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(This is bullshkt. Im not crazy for being able to see and assess everything as is and for setting standards for myself. If they donโt prioritize me or treat me as well as their white girl friends then what the actual fuck do I need to entertain them for. Ugh. I canโt handle boys. I need a fuckkng man. Taking a few deep breaths, tackling some more work and making content. No more boys unless theyโre good bois. My peoples men aint shit and it kinda seems the same way everywhere. I donโt want to think about men anymore. Iโm bye-sexual now. )
Starting another game of simprov and pretending Iโm just another basic bitch wearing Christmas things. I AM BEAUTIFUL. Even if I have no one telling it to me or making me feel that way. ๐๐ฏ๐ต๐บ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฐ๐ท๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธNew content coming today. ๐Iโm not letting low tier men around me anymore. I only talk to winners. ๐ฅฑ๐ด๐๐ซโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ๐บ๐ธโจโจ
Looking for a photographer who just wonโt talk. I donโt want to see or hear about your bullshit or interest in making content with me. Donโt fuckkng touch me.
I love Indian people because one time I remember reading an article online about an Indian family that was about to have a beautiful Indian ch๐ld. When the father found out it was a daughterโฆ instead of hurting her or the mother for having a daughterโฆ he said he was happy and that she was his lucky charm and that he loved her. I canโt relate. At all. I cried for 3 days on the inside and I still do when I think about it. It makes me happy and thankful that there are good men out there who would love their daughters as much as their sons. I hope I get to see India one day.
A picture of me being SUPER mature and trying to forget chad ever told me to โget a real jobโ. ๐ธ๐ป๐
Most of my money goes to uber, uber eats, family, friends, people in need and anything work related. โค๏ธโญ๏ธโจ๐โจ๐บ๐ธ๐ซโจ๐โจ