You've been a very good boy this week. Come claim your rewar..
You've been a very good boy this week. Come claim your reward.
2022-02-06 13:19:56 +0000 UTC View PostYou've been a very good boy this week. Come claim your reward.
2022-02-06 13:19:56 +0000 UTC View PostI have something VERY important to do to you
2022-02-06 00:20:17 +0000 UTC View Post(Journal Excerpt) Good Moring beautiful awaking dawn. Glory of glories running down and filling the world with light. Today is the day, today is the day. It will boost the world. She who holds the jewels in her hands... The sun is coming up and yes it is overwhelming but honest.
2022-02-05 19:01:38 +0000 UTC View PostI am holding myself accountable to completion this year. My completion is serving my self, my happiness my mental bandwith and my add so well hahaha
2022-02-04 19:07:00 +0000 UTC View PostThis could be you but...well you're not silicone.
2022-02-04 13:18:42 +0000 UTC View PostCompletion is another theme in the Produce-Consume pipeline on my mind. I was called out by a dear friend for taking 4 months to complete and extremally easy project for them. All I had to do was drop the video off at their house but I delayed and delayed and that delay ate at me DAILY! I Thought about my procrastination, kicked rocks about my procrastination, instead of just fucking going over there and completing my project. Why? Why do we do this? It's less mind bandwith to just check the things off of our list rather than letting them gnaw, claw and simper in squeaky corners of our brains. Do you do this? What's helped you?
2022-02-03 21:14:49 +0000 UTC View PostOne turns at last ever from glory itself with a sign of relief. From the depths of mystery and even from the heights of splendor we bounce back and hurry for the latitudes of home.
2022-02-03 00:37:16 +0000 UTC View Postas I wrote yesterday to Produce rather than consume. This burns in me with the beginning of my year. How often to I pick up my phone for the dopamine to wake me up. How often am I uncomforable and console myself with lifeless pictures I will never remember the insignificance of. What does it mean to produce rather than consume? Perhaps make something before take something? How do you produce in your life?
2022-02-02 19:06:54 +0000 UTC View PostPractice listening to your intuition, your inner voice, ask questions, be curious, see what you see, hear what you hear and act upon what you know to be true.
2022-02-02 00:24:03 +0000 UTC View Post(Journal Excerpt) So that I may produce rather than Consume. I myself refleacting on the artists way and the things of my childhood I enjoyed so much. The dreams, remember the dreams. The dream of dance, of a buffet of food but not being able to get more. Of a huge store, the horses hanging, everything so sandy colored. I am feeling called to complete. To take old clothes and make them new, find the craigy cracks in the fabric of it all,
2022-02-01 17:55:05 +0000 UTC View PostHad no idea Masturbating worked this way.
2022-01-31 21:58:59 +0000 UTC View Post(Journal Excerpt) A strangeness on the wind. What is the taste of air. A phantom newness I've found in myself. What space, what shape are you and how do you look? What is consistency and does it show up anywhere in my own life? Perhaps not. so what then is consistent when the feels of it all change? When you don't have them to contend with? We are left with the facts, the sovereign knowing, the everlasting gobstopper.
2022-01-31 17:05:34 +0000 UTC View Post(LOL this journal entry is so white, hippie girl basic but I had to share the laugh) I am beginning to drink in the healing of Matcha and mushrooms in the morning. I am so curious at why my body twists into knots at the end of every day. When I was out of the country it didn't do that. Well here I am now, painting my sky blue, rejuvenating the soil. A little ermine in the trees. The blossoming of faith of what's to come. Indeed we love the sun and will run madly around the globe with it in the spirit of the air.
2022-01-30 19:02:40 +0000 UTC View PostIt can never be satisfied, the mind, never. The mind wants to live forever, or to learn a very good reason why not to. The mind wants the world to return its love, it's awareness, the mind wants to know all the world and all eternity and God. -read somewhere
2022-01-30 13:19:47 +0000 UTC View PostLast post was pretty WILD, here's me looking all normal like a WEIRDO!
2022-01-30 00:17:00 +0000 UTC View PostWe doubled our numbers here during the last week! And with your support this is my best month ever! Thank you so so so much. If you're new here I like to share personal writtings every afternoon. Usually they are excepts from my journal or something that inspires me in the moment. I love reading your responses, I feels so much closer to you then.
2022-01-29 19:02:50 +0000 UTC View Post